11.02.2011

motherhood | time.

 image credit | toni elmer photography | Nicholas Gray just days old.

The years speed by as the days drag on. 
Does this ring true for any of you mothers? 

I find that each year zips by at warp speed but some days tick-tock by at a super slow rate.

As I sat upstairs in our playroom last night, I gazed at my three boys in awe & wonder.  They are growing.  No matter what I do or try to do, I can not slow down time.  I am filled with both excitement and ache.

It is amazing to compare my one year to his older brother who is just about coming in at six and a half.  In that five year gap so much has taken and will take place.  Little N will soon learn to walk.  Talk. Run. Climb. Jump. Color. Draw. Write. Sing. Read.  He will grow from baby to toddler to little boy to big boy.  And I get to watch each of their lives unfold.  The possibilities are endless.  It is magical.  The only limitations they have are the ones that I set.  A bit scary.  I don't want to hold them back but at the same time how do I let them go?

Motherhood is something you can't quite describe to another.
It must be felt.
Experienced.
Lived.

I love being a mom of boys.  To know that I took part in their creation is humbling.  I count my blessing each night as I lay my head to rest.  Believe me, I know I am lucky.

What does motherhood mean to you?

2 comments:

  1. Bringing out my Inner Child to play with my WombWeebles
    Teaching them to have a Heart and make Wise Decisions
    Passing on Family Recipes
    To enjoy Rainy Days
    Give me Hope for the Future.

    I've wanted to be a Mom since I was 6 years old; now I have three that make me Proud.

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  2. SUCH an amazing picture. Motherhood means such much to me. It is my life...I soak it up....and wouldn't want it any other way.

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