As moms, we all have our favorite moments of motherhood. Some tasks are more enjoyable than others. And that's okay to admit.
I use to hate bedtime. Actually, hate is not a good word at our house, so I'll use "strongly dislike". The whole routine felt like it dragged on forever. I wanted quick. I wanted efficient. And all the while my boys just wanted me.
It wasn't until I was still long enough one night that this realization came. My boys just wanted special time with their mom. Baby N was safely tucked in dreamland and now the older boys wanted, no needed, their own time. And I, I just wanted to rush and hurry so I could get on with the next task to cross of the to do.
Now (most nights) I look forward to our nightly routine. The boys shower. They clean up toys. And then comes the fun part. We each select our favorite book. Read from the scriptures. Say prayers. And snuggle. The snuggle part is my favorite. I cuddle up with each one, giving them their own special attention. Their eyes droop with sleepiness as all the days excitement slips away in a memory.
And then for a few minutes I watch. I watch their little chests rise and fall. I watch their sweet faces. I just watch because I know when I blink they will be grown and the snuggles will be gone. The bedtime stories will slowly disappear. My babies won't be babies anymore.
A task that once felt like forever is, in reality, only 45 minutes from shower to sleep. Each minute I am present, each minute I am focused on them, is a minute I don't regret.
These boys of mine, I love them so. And I get to keep them forever.
Do you have a favorite thing about motherhood?